Sunday, May 3, 2015

Oh, Baltimore. Civil War. Hell. And The Cross.

Part One. 
I write this as a part of a whole. I am a small piece of the entire human race. I belong to the ocean, as just a particle. I write this as guilty in my thoughts and actions, but saved and redeemed by the blood of Christ. Who, can I just say, paid the price for ALL of us. He hung on a cross and took on the punishment for the sins of ALL. Not just some of us…He made a way for ALL. While we were still in our sin…He loved us. He stood in-between Heaven and Earth as an advocate and pleaded with the Judge. His life was taken instead AND THEN resurrected so that we could HAVE LIFE. Gentiles and Jews. Men and Woman. SINNERS. ALL.

When Jesus walked the earth, the Pharisees and Sadducees could not believe He was the Christ because He was not following the written law. Right off the bat, according to the “law” Mary, Jesus’ mother was to be stoned. Before the angel even comes to Joseph to tell him what’s going on, Joseph pardons Mary and he is called “just”. The beginning of Jesus: A NEW JUSTICE SYSTEM. There were many times people were to be stoned; once example is a prostitute. According to the law, she is to be stoned to death. Jesus tells the men ‘those of you WITHOUT SIN, go head and throw the first stone.” THEN Jesus says “Woman, WHERE ARE YOUR ACCUSERS?” And he continued by telling her that HE…THE CHRIST…GOD IN THE FORM OF MAN…DOES NOT CONDEMN HER. He also says “sin no more”. GRACE. She ENCOUNTERED HIM and HIS LOVE. And He gently corrects her.

There was also a time that Jesus healed a blind man. According to the law, if you’re blind you’re cursed. So they would spit on him and at him. HERE COMES JESUS. Who spits on his hands and rubs it into the man’s eyes and HEALS him!!! Oh God, can you even take that?
In Acts, a crippled man (from birth) begging for money sits at the gate of the temple. Peter tells him “Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have, I give you. Stand up and walk in the name of Jesus.” And he stands up and walks! The part that gets me here is “what I do have, I give you”. Which is God’s original will for the human race; “freely you have received, freely you shall give”. We draw from the pure Holy Spirit…we turn to God and we draw from His Holy Love and we give that to others. We give to the ones that desperately NEED it.
I’d like to end part one with highlighting that Jesus brings a whole new Justice that is hard for us humans. I’d like to add that He says OUR righteousness is as filthy rags (mine included!!). True Justice cannot be enforced without a heart of wholeness and true humility. A heart that has had its holes filled by God’s light. A heart that is healed. A heart that is secure in itself. Otherwise, broken hearts point the finger with human righteousness behind it. If WE (me too!!) don’t have a heart BURNING for the salvation of others, I have to question the fruit (actions and words) coming out of that heart. If we don’t see others as broken in their worst state and YEARNING for them to be saved from oppression and mindsets, what’s the state of our own hearts? If we pull out our finger every chance we get to point it at another, instead of falling on our knees crying out as if a woman in child birth…yearning for the sons of God to come forth…yearning for GOD to intervene with His Holy LOVE to rescue our human race…we have to check our whys.

Part 2
It says that we wrestle not with flesh and blood but with principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. This is where I want to open up the Baltimore situation. To be completely honest with you, I don’t care who is right or wrong. At all. I see a bigger picture here. Can I tell you that God’s will is for Heaven to come to Earth. That’s why he made Adam and put him HERE. Unfortunately the human race fell and is now broken. But God’s will never changed.

He tells us to pray like this: “Our Father who is in Heaven, holy is your name. YOUR KINGDOM COME, YOUR WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN. Give us this day our daily bread and forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, but DELIVER US FROM EVIL.”

There’s so much in that one, small prayer.

When I step back and look at Baltimore and other recent events that have triggered aggressive division, I see a SNAKE. I see the serpent slithering into human brokenness and intensifying it. I see him putting salt on old wounds and creating new ones. I see hurt multiplying hurt.  I see him provoking others. I see him causing CIVIL WAR. This isn’t THE Civil War, but come on guys: THIS IS CIVIL WAR. Humans…civilians…turning against other humans and civilians. And you know God’s will is for us ALL to turn to GOD!! For Life and Healing and Safety and Restoration. And LINK ARMS TIGHTLY TO FORM OUR OWN ARMY AGAINST THE DEVIL. AGAINST DARKNESS. AND RISE UP IN LOVE AND BOLDNESS through the Holy Spirit FOR THE SALVATION OF SOULS.

“Now the salvation and the power and the kingdom of our God and the authority of his Christ have come, for the accuser of our brothers has been thrown down, who accuses them day and night before our God. AND THEY HAVE CONQUERED HIM BY THE BLOOD OF THE LAMB AND THE WORD OF THEIR TESTIMONY, for they loved not their lives even unto death. Therefore rejoice O heavens and you who dwell in them. But woe to you O earth and sea, for the devil has come down to you in great wrath, because he knows that time is short.”

So the snake has gotten in HE KNOWS OUR HOLES. He knows where we aren’t Holy people. And when he gets in those holes, he gets in our hearts and in our mind and he twists and turns us and he causes this chaos. Its hell you guys. THIS is what hell looks like. Life apart from God. Life ruled by darkness. We turn against each other because we don’t know that we can turn to God and HE is enough. Enough to fill us up and heal us and restore us…enough to overflow us and then we POUR OUT the same thing that we received. JESUS’ name MEANS SALVATION. It literally means JEHOVAH SAVES. There is power in the name of JESUS!! So why do you multiply darkness? When there IS another WAY!!

I see so many fingers. Pointing in all kinds of directions. And notice I haven’t addressed a side. We are ALL broken. Come on people. We’re all broken. Some of us more than others. It’s satan that turns us against each other. HE IS THE ACCUSER!! JESUS is the advocate!!

God can we just fall on our knees with hurting hearts for the restoration of the human race. Can we believe there is Hope if WE turn to God. Instead of pointing fingers and slandering each other. Can we point to God and say “It’s YOU that can save us from THIS!” It’s YOU! Bring Heaven to Earth. God save us from this Hell! Show us Holy Love! Help us to pray for ALL humans. Whatever color they are. White or black. Whatever their position is. Because we all bleed the same blood. We all have access to HIS blood. Help us to see through your eyes! Help us lay down our filthy, filthy righteousness. Show us your Justice. Show us Jesus hanging on the cross. Dead. For all of us. Help us all to gather at bottom. On our knees. And resurrect us into people united. Set us on FIRE with YOUR HOLY LOVE!!! God, come!! With everything in me! COME!! And save Baltimore. Save us from Civil War. Save us from darkness. Save those in the war. And save us on the outside who have our fingers out with another weapon: our tongues. Help us use our tongues to pray instead.

Let YOUR KINGDOM COME! On earth, as it is in Heaven!

On my knees in deep grief.
Will you join me…

-this Luna’s heart

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